I fell for you

July 24, 2011 at 11:29 pm (my Words)

At first sight I thought nothing more
When I looked again I saw you
Funny, cute, sensitive, inspiring
I tried to deny it
But my heart gave in
I fell for you

Unexpectantly, you walk past me
Butterflies flutter
Heart beats faster
I wish this feeling away
Or that you felt it too
Because I think I fell for you

The days go by
Your smile still irresistible
No matter how hard I try
You’d walk up behind me
And stand there
I die

This will go no where
I dare to believe
Choosing a path in which I can lead
Taking control
Making my destiny
Only to see the mistake I made

I only ever wanted you
When I bought into the words
The ones that people told
Only to realize they were old
I gave up on a fairy tale
As have so many others

Your eyes don’t watch me like they use to
I can’t help but to notice
They don’t wander around behind me
Or catch me across the room
Makes my heart tear
Because I fell for you

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Update, half way through 2011

July 24, 2011 at 5:12 pm (my Life)

No real, “are you serious?!” type moments as of late and I’m definitely OK with that! I just want to enjoy my life a little, drama-free! 🙂

Be sure to check out my music blog: http://musicmenu.wordpress.com/
I’m at 10,000 views! It’s exciting to be able to share all my favorite music. I’ve also included some of my own covers since learning to play guitar, but please do not expect too much from those. I’m still learning and totally in love with my guitar, so I’m having a blast with it.

I’m still serving and looking for design work, but I’m enjoying being around people too much to focus full time on only finding design jobs. I fear walking back into that profession will lead me back down a path that I’ve already traveled. So, in the mean time, I’m taking it day-by-day, keeping my options open and enjoying my life as much as I possibly can.

I was talking with my friend the other day and she made me realize that I have also overcome a pretty huge accomplishment in the past couple months. I was telling her how I was completely over my ex and how good it felt, as if a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. It’s nice to be able to breathe again. And now that I’m 30… haha! I need to have some fun, right?! 😉

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