Someone told me tonight…
that going through these rough moments will help bring on better moments in life. I said that I hope they are really good…which actually sounds quite, selfish or overly deserving? Of course I didn’t realize it until after but, I said it to try to convince myself that something good could happen at all. Mostly, I fear that these horrible moments in life are there to make me stronger, perhaps stronger for something far worse to come?
I know people who are going through far worse and they seem to hold themselves together just fine. I just feel like I’m ready to be happy again. I’m ready for the good life-altering situations to start happening and the bad ones to stop. I want to be able to help others. I want to make a difference in someone else’s life they way my friends and family have made a difference in mine.
Are you serious?! 
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