And I’m…Free Fallin’
Perhaps, I should let go of the reins a little and see how it feels to wave my arms in the air. Experience the wind against my face and the warm sunlight on my skin. I may get burned, but at least I’d have lesson to learn and a story to tell. Timing is everything and I’ve been telling myself to take opportunities when they arise. And I do!
The only problem I may be having is taking on too much? 🙂
I was offered a temporary graphic design position which is awesome! But I have to maintain my other 2 jobs so that I can go back to them when I’m done. I’m working 3 jobs! Crazy me. 🙂 I’m trying to stay focused and make my way through so I won’t have a day off from now until this temp job is over. It makes me question, as always, what is it that I want to do with my life? I’m 29 years old and I still have no real solid life goals. All I know is, I’d love to have a family, I’m just not sure how I will get that. It’s a mystery and maybe it’s supposed to be that way. Maybe these things find a way of happening and just sneak up on you when you least expect it. Well, I’m certainly too busy now to expect anything like that!
What It Is
What is it, to miss?
The empty in your heart,
Or the thought of a kiss?
Depleted, falling apart,
For your return, I’ll wait,
The happily ever after part
Or playing out our fate.
What is it, to fear?
The ache that screams, run,
Or a  heartbreak so sincere?
With curiosity, love will beckon,
And a moment of weakness, falling in.
The desire, so unclear,
But only to say, what would’ve been.
3/24/11
Are you serious?! 